RedKnight04
Senior Don Juan
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- Mar 23, 2004
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When I was in high school I was the biggest class clown. I mean big, I was even in the yearbook for it - My parents were very pleased. All I did was make random a$$ comments out of place which made everyone just crack up.. Some of it was even teasing different girls in the class. It was absolutely priority number 1 to get as many laughs as I could. Sure it got me detention from teachers but I had like a following. Not even just the guys, girls too were just asking me if I wanted to hang out.
Anyways now I'm turning 23, and I haven't seen anyone from high school since then. When I left high school the only advice everyone kept telling me was to start taking life seriously and that I was in the "real world" now. So I kind of lost ties with those people taking life in such a serious way. I was beginning to not even be funny anymore. Lets just say I didn't have many friends or even girls with that thinking. I kind of became a lazy pot smoking loser but atleast with a job.
Then I saw Tony today, this guy was in most of my classes for both my junior and senior year. We started talking about what we have been up to and where we're working. So I told him I'm a merchandiser being that I don't have to talk to many people I can just do my work. He looked at me with that "are you serious look.." He said, "I thought you'd be doing something with people, you're like personality plus." It made me realize exactly what a personality is and how it works. And I didn't even know what I was doing then.
When I found this site a few months ago I started to notice the mindset I had back then that just attracted people. To also note I was alot heavier then which is surprising to me.
Even though I've been working on this stuff it was like another wake up call today..
Anyways now I'm turning 23, and I haven't seen anyone from high school since then. When I left high school the only advice everyone kept telling me was to start taking life seriously and that I was in the "real world" now. So I kind of lost ties with those people taking life in such a serious way. I was beginning to not even be funny anymore. Lets just say I didn't have many friends or even girls with that thinking. I kind of became a lazy pot smoking loser but atleast with a job.
Then I saw Tony today, this guy was in most of my classes for both my junior and senior year. We started talking about what we have been up to and where we're working. So I told him I'm a merchandiser being that I don't have to talk to many people I can just do my work. He looked at me with that "are you serious look.." He said, "I thought you'd be doing something with people, you're like personality plus." It made me realize exactly what a personality is and how it works. And I didn't even know what I was doing then.
When I found this site a few months ago I started to notice the mindset I had back then that just attracted people. To also note I was alot heavier then which is surprising to me.
Even though I've been working on this stuff it was like another wake up call today..