Master Don Juan
- Aug 27, 2015
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- DFW, TX
Yep sometimes you gotta just get thru the thoughts. Fvcking a new woman you liked and felt safe with wouldve gotten you thru that section quickly too.It wasn't really distraction or trying to stay busy to avoid overthinking. I was just simply exhausted and my mind just ran out of things to think about. The last thing I thought was "I'm not gonna kill myself so if this is life, then so be it" as I was laying on my bed doing nothing. My next thought was "now what?" and then my mental state mysteriously went from bottom to top. It was a good experience, but for sure very bizarre to have a 6 month depression wiped nearly instantly. On top of that I did literally nothing, yet so many people spend such a long time fighting it to no avail.
I tried distracting myself plenty, to stay busy, but reality was just as bleak when I did that. At moments it helped temporarily, but the depression never really went away before I fully accepted it.