TonyTenner
Senior Don Juan
- Joined
- May 4, 2020
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Is there a phase one goes through when being Red Pilled where you're neither alpha yet - because you're only beginning to kill the beta - but nor are you a beta provider - because your eyes are just opening. And so, to women, in this phase, you're basically useless to them?
Im feeling this way. Just ended an LTR because, having being RPed a few months ago, I realised I was the beta provider. There was no doubt in my mind that that's what she had me down as. I would not consider myself an alpha, despite a high notch count (70ish) without ever knowing anything about game or the RP.
So I feel in limbo as I unlearn the blue pill and relearn alpha behaviours - which I realise I had a youngster.
Anyone else have this experience?
Im feeling this way. Just ended an LTR because, having being RPed a few months ago, I realised I was the beta provider. There was no doubt in my mind that that's what she had me down as. I would not consider myself an alpha, despite a high notch count (70ish) without ever knowing anything about game or the RP.
So I feel in limbo as I unlearn the blue pill and relearn alpha behaviours - which I realise I had a youngster.
Anyone else have this experience?