Understandable, you're attached and you had a small rejection from this girl before. You want to prove yourself, but it doesn't matter. Don't waste your energy. You also want to get back into contact, this is because it's a social bond. You'd rather talk to someone you know because you're comfortable. When they're not around, it feels emptier. You're used to this girl.ENIGMA16 said:Fvck I really wanna text her tho, I hate this ****.
Unfortunately, if she's not interested, she's not interested. Some things are out of your control and you've got to learn to accept and realize that. Judge and behave based on her actions. Doesn't give you the time of day? Walk away. Women are mostly utilitarian about your presence until a long period of time passes and they begin to have emotions about you. Right now, you are worthless. If someone with a better set of qualifications came along, you're toast.
You haven't gotten inside her head, and she doesn't have emotions. You don't have the time together and that kind of relationship.
Put your efforts where you can reap rewards. It's for the best.
While it's hard for you to not give a ****, you're going to have to get used to it otherwise you will be at the mercy of other people.