Seems like all of your posts are negative dude.Foolish choice. You sought a comfort zone and found it here. Fortune favours the bold. Cancelling and chickening out is always the easy way out. You have no options so you needed that exerience. Stop talking yourself out of it or you will continue making these threads well into your 50s.
You need to open up that part of the mind and stay in the zone. What else did you do with your time that was more profitable than that?
It would be a waste of time with this chick as everyone but YOU on this board has said.
I am NOT interested in getting to know her better either. I am trying to make a promise to myself to ONLY go out with women where there is a potential that she is a relationship material. (not just use them for sexual favors)
A woman 5 years older than me, who doesn't speak my language nor is a citizen, is not LTR material.