It keeps flowing in, and making me more depressed. I'm not built for this world, I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and saviour.
Maybe my strong religious beliefs are forcing me to hoard this money for a conceived higher purpose.
It wasn't clear if you've ever done this?All good points, for 10 years I've planned to visit Africa for humanitarian work, physical labour (not just throwing money), my ex gf said I should just donate, but I want physical sweat on soil kind of work.
If not, save your money while you transition to do your humanitarian work that you had planned on before. I think you'll probably find that more fulfilling/rewarding in life right now. Also it's a good time to do that kind of stuff before you settle down with any wife/family.
As a potential side effect, you may meet a really nice gal also volunteering for humanitarian work as well.