Most won't see this as a big deal but I'm currently undergoing an experiment of how long I can go without drinking alcohol. It's become a huge part of my life and I am experiencing life from a sober perspective and it is rough so far. When I go out, conversations are lame, and just knowing the others around me are under the influence makes it hard for me to take anyone seriously so I find that I remove myself from them. I'm not as outgoing and really have no desire to go out. I'm trying to stay positive by reiterating to myself all the health benefits from it but I'm just not feeling them yet. I know it takes time but man it's tough.