darksprezzatura
Master Don Juan
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Sorry guys. I haven’t been active here at all, I don’t remember if any of the OGs still hit this place or if anybody even remembers me.
I just came here for a quick update, or maybe to keep this post as a journal for myself.
This might seem like humble bragging, and maybe partially even is.
I work remotely, and I am sleeping with over 15 girls at the same time.
I travel different cities to sleep with a new girl, and then they tend to chase a bit even travel over to sleep with me.
In the last one month, I’ve slept with over 20 new girls, some of which don’t want to see me again, which is fine. But most are open to regular sex.
Now I have issues remembering their names and locations and their stories and who they are or what they do etc.
We have chatter about abundance, but for me, managing so many women is draining a lot of time and energy. It’s not how it looks like.
The chaos makes me drink way more regularly, I am not as focused on my work as I used to. Now I’m often happy if a woman cancels on me as that means I have time for myself or other women.
I want to go back to my dialled in headspace, focused on work, workout, health and diet. Getting some sun, good sleep. Make a new resume, leverage better income, build a business, invest in financial instruments. But I feel like I’m procrastinating and pvssy is my escape along with alcohol.
What I feel like doing is get some therapy, this is not a good way to live as other parts of my life are getting affected. Having options is great but there’s diminishing returns as well as a downward trend to quality of life after one point in time.
I just came here for a quick update, or maybe to keep this post as a journal for myself.
This might seem like humble bragging, and maybe partially even is.
I work remotely, and I am sleeping with over 15 girls at the same time.
I travel different cities to sleep with a new girl, and then they tend to chase a bit even travel over to sleep with me.
In the last one month, I’ve slept with over 20 new girls, some of which don’t want to see me again, which is fine. But most are open to regular sex.
Now I have issues remembering their names and locations and their stories and who they are or what they do etc.
We have chatter about abundance, but for me, managing so many women is draining a lot of time and energy. It’s not how it looks like.
The chaos makes me drink way more regularly, I am not as focused on my work as I used to. Now I’m often happy if a woman cancels on me as that means I have time for myself or other women.
I want to go back to my dialled in headspace, focused on work, workout, health and diet. Getting some sun, good sleep. Make a new resume, leverage better income, build a business, invest in financial instruments. But I feel like I’m procrastinating and pvssy is my escape along with alcohol.
What I feel like doing is get some therapy, this is not a good way to live as other parts of my life are getting affected. Having options is great but there’s diminishing returns as well as a downward trend to quality of life after one point in time.