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I wish, would've updated more with some mildly amusing things if that was the case, but it's all been fairly quiet

Things haven't gotten much better, I got a call from her ex the other day and we've been speaking a bit

She phoned me today around 4pm crying asking if I could take her in, she was in a real state for some reason. I was more than happy to do so as I was just leaving the gym. Anyway she was crying and holding onto me the whole way there, not really getting her words out properly, I felt terrible...

I do agree I am the problem here, I could've just ignored her weeks ago, instead here I am as you say. I'd never claim or try to diagnose anyone I'm only vaguely familiar with BPD because she told me she had it almost from day 1. My self esteem is pretty bad, I feel like I couldn't meet anyone...

It's funny the last 2 days she's asked me to pick her up / take her in it's felt somewhat like a chore, but as I lay here at home bored I find myself texting her asking if she'll need a lift home. It's unlikely that she will as sunday / monday she usually shares a cab home with the other...

Thanks man, I appreciate the kind words. What you're saying isn't wrong, I suppose I just spent all that time wanting her back in my life. Fu ck it I would've given anything for a 5 minute call. The fact that she's returned all be it in a slightly negative fashion is almost thrilling. The pills...

One of the worst parts about it is, she didn't go during the time she had me blocked, she went before during the time we didn't speak for a couple of weeks but reunited, hung out slept together etc and she didn't think to warn me

I don't feel I can blame her too much for poker, as things haven't been too bad lately and variance is such a huge factor. I was thinking as we're not together maybe I could meet someone else and detatch slowly ? But that's probably not realistic

I have been reading up on it, I do still have it but she seems ok with it now. I'm not an unappealing person so women do speak to me I suppose I feel very drawn to these damaged creatures. And as I hate being around lots of people it suits me to have a very one on one needy relationship. The...

Nothing no, they came once approx 4 weeks ago while I was away and heard nothing since. I asked her about it and she told me that she just went to complain about me having an adult related video of us against her will but she didn't want any charges pressed at all. I kinda assumed with her...

I couldn't imagine ever wanting to go completely no contact from mine, I feel like whatever she did I'd always be happier just to have a little bit of contact as opposed to when I was blocked. No contact is so final, it's like you're erasing everything good that's ever happened. Even if I was...

This morning was annoying, last night I picked her up from work and she asked if I could take her in the morning (arrive at her house at 9.30am) anyway she texts me as I'm getting ready asking if I could pick her up a bagel from McDonald's on the way which is fine but it's in the opposite...

I get where people are coming from, this isn't a troll I have better uses of my time. I will post much less, if people would still like to speak privately or have a more in depth look into things I'd welcome any PMs as this has been so interesting. I think she's making a real effort, she's on...

Seems in a good mood today, phoned to say she's joining the same gym as me though as she said she needs to join one but also finds it suspicious how I disappear there so often yet still look the same as when I joined months ago

I had my first session on Thursday, have 9 more covered by my insurance so wel see. I wouldn't troll, achieves nkthjng and it's a serious topic

This isn't someone I can abandon, I know that's the move. But I can't do it; I don't like anyone in the world even half as much as I like her

I'm worried I've ****ed everything up. I've ignored the other borderline the last few days so I can't ring her for comfort like I usually would. I'm stuck, I want Brydy to be ok so badly. She's stuck

I feel so upset today, despite this not being the worst situation. I adore her; she's great she was such good company last night. I hate that I've potentially ruined her work week. I didn't know though? She was prescribed these pills, not me. I can't take responsibility

I feel awful, I'm not sure why ? Last night wasn't a big deal. She did feel bad, I get it. She rang me today saying she felt awful, seemed to blame me. Asked her how I could let her drink so much when she had 4 days of work ahead. Didn't I care for her ? Etc. I sent a bunch of texts but she...

I am listening, just she did have a bad reaction last night I could see she didn't feel good. Although It annoyed me and I probably made my annoyance clear I don't see the manipulation ?