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He's a really bad troll. It doesn't matter what he says, you'll continue being a psychopath and I'll continue being a non-person regardless. :D

Also can I just say, since I posted here asking for help and people messaged me and posted in this thread to help me out, I have actually felt better about things and even though I have my moments, they don't last as long, and my relationship has improved 5x. So, even though my feelings will...

This has all gone a bit nuts

This dude's a moron. I know you weren't white knighting. This guy knows nothing of PD lol

I don't think it makes it ~okay~ but it's like someone with cancer being blamed for having cancer or whatever

I was born with it you moron.

I've just read your story and it was heart breaking... there are some similarities (I've also got mad about my bf picking a fking woman in a game, wtf?) My current bf used to call his exes "unbelievably beautiful" when we first got together and I NEVER said anything. Then I would bring it up and...

I'm a metalhead and I've basically been rejected by the metalheads. I don't even belong with the people that don't belong. My life is not good at the moment, I haven't had any money since April, been borrowing small amounts to eat etc. He tries to give me money and I reject it because I don't...

I think the beginning of it was breaking up with my ex. I reflected on the relationship and thought "ok wtf happened there" I wondered why I was so reactive. I just thought I was "feisty" and I thought of a diagnosis I had that I never paid attention to. I got with my current bf and I was...

I honestly don't see the point in someone pretending to be a woman with BPD when they're a guy on this forum. I'm scared reading all the posts on here, because I care about my boyfriend. Also to the guy up there, I didn't hit my current boyfriend, it was my emotionally unavailable ex. I'm not...

I've forgotten to check the site. I'm not a guy. I have Insta, I could prove it. Lol. I'm a smart person and I'm just looking for some help from a totally new perspective

You've given me some amazing responses. Is there some kind of rep system on here? I'd like to give you all a thumbs up or whatever. I appreciate it. As far as your illness goes, you're some of the most fascinating people to read about. Also, a silver lining.... nobody can ever call us boring

Thank you. And that's really good of you to help her, I hope she remembers that you did and hasn't just painted you black. But why should you give a fk right, she's gone and you're free as a bird :) Ty for your responses

I'm feeling kinda weird lately because I met a girl (game on right lmao) nah... she has BPD too, it's weird, she added me on fb and she is local to me, JUST by her fb posts I knew it. So o asked her if she had ever heard of BPD and she said, "if you mean Borderline, I was diagnosed 2 years ago"...

It's such a strange thing that I can feel nothing and everything for someone all at once.

You're right. I'll definitely do it in my own time. I sometimes find it hard to articulate, so I was thinking of quoting certain things I have read here (just traits, no names or personal things) about BPD women, listening a few and then giving him them. He actually said yesterday "is there a...

I was diagnosed at 18 at CAMHS and then backed up when I was 23. I do idealise him, but I know that feeling of my mind just "discarding" someone with no warning, and then I never care again..... until I do. It's like I have a delayed break up, the feelings dint come for months, even years. But...

I don't believe in marriage and I don't keep pets. Not even fish. I'm too unorganised. I am from England!

Would you have believed me if I said I was doing it all selflessly? Even I wouldn't believe myself. This is my problem. If I work on myself, other people in will be happier will be happier by proxy.

I'm scared. I believe people are innately untrustworthy. I used to scream-rant at my ex for hours, sometimes from the moment I woke up to the moment I knocked myself out at night, I would follow him around the streets with no shoes on, my eyebrows shaved off with my hair sticking up all awry, in...