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More elaborate story is here: https://www.sosuave.net/forum/threads/might-have-hit-rock-bottom-due-to-alcoholism-but-dont-get-that-click.266413/ I didn’t call it off, we just never got to it because after a certain day, I lost all self esteem. Stopped texting like I use to do. She tried to...

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Long story short, met a girl at work before Corona (but work at different departments so hardly see each other), we texted at a lot, but never got too a date. We almost did, but then some personal shvt happened and I ruined it. We stopped texting beginning September (me hardly replying because...

I just called it quits, I only drink anymore when out with friends and even then it’s a lot less. I have huge ups and downs, but it’s mainly because of being heartbroken. Waking up in the middle of the night are the hardest moments emotionally, but even though there is liquor in the house, I...

An update The drinking is way less, there has only been two days where I had a serious hangover. But I’m depressed. She doesn’t text anymore and when I get to work or any other social setting I feel worthless. Everyone seems happy, joking around,... I spend my days as most as possible in bed...

Question I’ve been sober since I posted this thread, I feel good, these days I feel better overall. Huge ups and downs though. But I haven’t heard from her since last Tuesday. I’m sure we’re just ‘ignoring’ each other on purpose, but it’s killing me. Like I said, she did try to reconnect, but...

Thanks all for your replies and help. I realize the main reason why I feel depressed and grab to alcohol, is because of this girl. I don't think I would haven't gotten such an alcoholic if I never would have met her. It was nice to get her attention, which I got because I was uninhibited due to...

This is just a rant, I have no respect for myself, I don't expect any of you either, I've become an absolute disgrace. My country went in lockdown beginning of March, that is where it all started to go wrong I think. That plus a girl. Was bored most of the time, so started drinking every day in...

I fully agree with what your saying as I am bored out of my mind most of the day. But I don't get how the way my responses show you this? And this is a sincere question. I reply at mostly everyone yes, it's just that I want to get to the bottom of my fvcked up mind and I try to do this by...

I'm very bored, currently I am forced by work to have a week off. My days currently consists of getting up, read something, play something, go to the gym for 1h30m, come back home and read some more, watch something and play something. When I'm working it's the same, besides having 8h dedicated...

Thanks for your answers. Yeah I think I need help, I believe I'm depressed and it's only getting worse. Strange thing is that I was kind of fine before I met this chick, but since she started texting me this much, it's gotten worse. My mind is constantly racing: "What would her next text be...

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Been reading this forum for a while, but recent events decided me to join and ask for advice. I'll try to keep it as short as possible. Currently 31, have had three girlfriends in my life, but single for over 5 years now. Looks wise I think I'm ok, I've gotten good remarks and recently had some...