Thanks man, I feel some regret about this sometimes but keeping in shape generally speaking
makes it 10x worse as there's no good reason for it. It's part of what split me and the wife up.
I never had sex with my wife with myself being fully naked in the 18 years we were together.
I always wore at least a t shirt.
I know I look healthy, I'm 6ft tall, athletic build, decent sized p3nis, full head of hair, nice tattoos etc.
But as soon as I have to present myself as an object of desire, I can literally feel the blood draining from
my face and then I feel the familiar wash over of cortisol and it's impossible for me to relax and enjoy
the moment. It's a curse. The only time I don't get it is if I send any females I meet straight to the friend
zone and keep things purely platonic which is really easy for me because being 100% honest I don't
have a clue how to excite or turn on a woman anyway.