Guys, You all know about my ex gf, Long term relationship for a year which ended a month and a half ago... Anyways, i was trying to move on, we stopped talking so much, her interest in me seemed to go very high, she began calling me at night and blocked the call so we ended up talking for about an hour, just regular talk, she lead to telling me she still loved me and wanted to be with me blah blah blah. i told her it was really over. Anyways, she came over to my house today her school is next door to my place. We talked about fluff (nothing about love or feelings or relationship), and about 10 minutes later some friends of hers were coming (and a guy who really likes her whos a stoner), and i was suprised because i thought she would of wanted to spend time with me seeing as she sees her friends everyday. So i take off, and i go back to my house, she calls me , and she says shes hungry and wants to come over, i told her no, and i went outside to talk to her, her friends still there but in the distance hanging out. the guy kept lookin at me and i gueess he was jelous cus afterwards he said she cheated on him.
Anyways, i let her come over to my place and we're in the kitchen, she hugs me and i told her that was enough that we all ready hugged, and she began trying to kiss me. then i grabbed her face like iwas going to kiss her and she didnt even move away.. and i said, are you serious? and she said she still loves me blah blah blah. I told her no and everything. then we go to my room and we end up in my bed with her on top of my kissing my neck and we started making out and foolin around.. Then i told her i wanted to have sex and then she said she had to go outside and tell her friends shes going to be here then, and i told her no, then she said we cant have sex anymore, and i told her its the only way i know shes being serious about us. and then we started kissing some more blah blah blah telling eachother we still loved eachother. Then we left my place to meet up with her friends, (new people this time i guess shes popular cus she knew everyone that was walkin around), and we weer just walkin and i was bored she was talkin to her friends and we were talkin every now and then. Nothing much, we were kissing here and there too and her friends saw. Anyways, i ask her about prom if she has a date she said no, i asked her if we could go, and she said we couldnt cus it would be too complicated cus her parents dont like me and thats her reasoning for not being with me this year(not sure if i believe that), well her parents do hate me and we can never see eachother after school..
Anyways, i asked her what was going on between us and she said we're just friends, wtf? it pissed me off because i cant believe i just did those things with her and we 're just friends, she told me we would be special friends... and i was talkin to her about us and i told her i didnt wanna go thru that sht again, and she told me somethin and i tapped her face like slap, and then i kept tryin to get her attention to talk to her and she kneed me in the nuts really hard. i punched her in the butt i was just in pain. then i walked off yelling that shes a f-uckin b1tch, and i told her not to call me anymore... (before i would never do this but i was just in so much pain i couldnt take it), anyways, no one saw this except her friends. and they started yellin at me, and then she called me and i told her how it hurt, and i told her that i didnt love her anymore and i didnt wanna see her anymore. she said she did it cus i slapped her, and i asked her what her friends were saying and she said that she could do better... blah blah blah, i told her it was a bad idea what we did today and i regret it and she said she didnt and blah blah blah she hung up...
I cant help but feel im turning into a b1tch again.... Someone give me advice on wahts goin on and what i should do?
p.s, She says that we would be together in the future after she graduated from school, that just right now its too complicated and she jsut wants to be friends and see other people since she cant be with me right now and see me... (i dont believe this i think this is just somethin to keep me hooked, and i dont see how she can have strong feelings for me and love me but want to be friends and see other people (she hasnt had a bf since we broke up or kissed anyone else), so yeh i cant help but feel like im getting played.. so someone help me play her back?
Anyways, i let her come over to my place and we're in the kitchen, she hugs me and i told her that was enough that we all ready hugged, and she began trying to kiss me. then i grabbed her face like iwas going to kiss her and she didnt even move away.. and i said, are you serious? and she said she still loves me blah blah blah. I told her no and everything. then we go to my room and we end up in my bed with her on top of my kissing my neck and we started making out and foolin around.. Then i told her i wanted to have sex and then she said she had to go outside and tell her friends shes going to be here then, and i told her no, then she said we cant have sex anymore, and i told her its the only way i know shes being serious about us. and then we started kissing some more blah blah blah telling eachother we still loved eachother. Then we left my place to meet up with her friends, (new people this time i guess shes popular cus she knew everyone that was walkin around), and we weer just walkin and i was bored she was talkin to her friends and we were talkin every now and then. Nothing much, we were kissing here and there too and her friends saw. Anyways, i ask her about prom if she has a date she said no, i asked her if we could go, and she said we couldnt cus it would be too complicated cus her parents dont like me and thats her reasoning for not being with me this year(not sure if i believe that), well her parents do hate me and we can never see eachother after school..
Anyways, i asked her what was going on between us and she said we're just friends, wtf? it pissed me off because i cant believe i just did those things with her and we 're just friends, she told me we would be special friends... and i was talkin to her about us and i told her i didnt wanna go thru that sht again, and she told me somethin and i tapped her face like slap, and then i kept tryin to get her attention to talk to her and she kneed me in the nuts really hard. i punched her in the butt i was just in pain. then i walked off yelling that shes a f-uckin b1tch, and i told her not to call me anymore... (before i would never do this but i was just in so much pain i couldnt take it), anyways, no one saw this except her friends. and they started yellin at me, and then she called me and i told her how it hurt, and i told her that i didnt love her anymore and i didnt wanna see her anymore. she said she did it cus i slapped her, and i asked her what her friends were saying and she said that she could do better... blah blah blah, i told her it was a bad idea what we did today and i regret it and she said she didnt and blah blah blah she hung up...
I cant help but feel im turning into a b1tch again.... Someone give me advice on wahts goin on and what i should do?
p.s, She says that we would be together in the future after she graduated from school, that just right now its too complicated and she jsut wants to be friends and see other people since she cant be with me right now and see me... (i dont believe this i think this is just somethin to keep me hooked, and i dont see how she can have strong feelings for me and love me but want to be friends and see other people (she hasnt had a bf since we broke up or kissed anyone else), so yeh i cant help but feel like im getting played.. so someone help me play her back?
