For some people, steroids will help them grow or get ripped.
But for you, your buying some unknown substance off of some stranger.
Do you even know if it is steroids?
THer are plenty of people who sell "fake" crap to suckers everyday. Steroids or other illegal substances.
ANd the way your post sounds, it sounds to me like your a sucker in the making.
You have no clue about fitness. You have no clue about nutrition. You have no clue about rest. You have no clue about natural supplements. You have no CLUE ABOUT STEROIDS. And you whine about being too skinny and weak.
THOSE LAST TWO SENTENCES SPEAK IT ALL.
If the stuff is real, your gonna be another abuser of steroids.
Not because its an abusive drug, but because you already have the self-image issues. You have the skinny guy issues. You have the "want to get big quick" issue. ANd you have the "sucker" issue.
that all leads up to you taking more and more because the stuff didnt work right.
IF you dont know what your doing, it aint gonna work the way you think.
Too many people turn into abusers because they haven't done any research.
THERE IS NO FREE LUNCH.
GO research first and go out and workout for a couple of years.
COme back and if you still want to try them because your not big enough or ripped enough, then go for it.
But dont go for it without ever knowing anything about yoru body, fitness, nutrition, rest, bodybuilding, exercising, steroids, and yourself.
Because as of right now, your just another sucker in the waiting.