Removing all weakness – bingo players diary

Decided to whip up a diary mainly to document all my weekends and any encounters with women i have not only to self learn but also hopefully help others on sticking points

anyway a little bit about me

Im 22 based in the UK , apparently seen by women as extremely “cute” I’ve been told about a thousand times (sometimes works in my favour other times chicks won’t want to know)

I am Around 5ft 10 maybe just scratching 6ft with boots and standing straight used to be stick thin but with 3 years of eating right and being in the gym finally starting to see a good amount of muscle definition and i can now properly fill a top

Never struggled with women really and got plenty of sexual experience under my belt

My main reason for being here is being unable to attain and keep the type of women i actually want around ,......... it’s a big joke in several of my social circles that i always have women i don’t want chasing me lol

Im actually fussy when it comes to chicks My type is dark brunettes with pretty faces and strong features i can take or leave the body but generally don’t like massive t*ts , a good pussvy is an absolute essential for me ive refused a fvck a chick in the past because her pussvy smelt so bad and just wasn’t pleasurable :nono:

The ability to understand a dark & dry sense humour is also an essential :rockon:

Ive realised lately that “my type” isn’t actually the type of woman thats attracted to me which is why i have had to work so much harder to get what i want in the past

For example Il often dismiss the HB 7 in a group and go straight for the 9 leaving me with ridiculous amounts of work to do and often receiving little in return for my work ....an attitude i wont be carrying into 2015 currently in the process of lowering my standards

Emotionally I’m pretty stable there’s one chick who’s ever been able to play with my mind and at one time i would have probably cut my arm off for her but that was in a different lifetime and im currently phasing this girl out of my life its tough cos she’s a 9.5 but she’s no good for me

Got a few other little issues in other areas of my life ive amassed around 9K worth of debt trying to be a baller , and not happy in my current job but these are things i cannot do much about at the moment , im working on it but it’s going to take time

Also I cannot be trusted with large amounts of alcohol and will quite often given the opportunity embark on cocaine & gambling binges so i have vowed to start a couple of months sobriety

I have 2 field reports from the last 2 weekends to type up but will post these a little later on

right bish bash bosh

apologies for the absence been majorly busy with a new business venture this weekend hoping its gonna take off for christmas and make me a few grand

made it for lunch with 2 female friends today HB5 & HB6

(HB 6 is very keen for my D but I've never made myself available to her)

the topic of conversation was obviously relationships almost immediately

who am i texting / fancying blah blah blah

( always careful what i tell these chicks because they're the biggest mouths in town but that can be used to my advantage occasionally)

so anyway next thing the other male friend I'm with pipes up declaring he has a HB 9 coming over his tonight

i laugh and say bro she's playing you like a second handle fiddle

he dosent like it and snaps at me declaring I'm "too cool with chicks" and maybe i should make more of an effort chasing pussvy

i laugh and just say nah I enjoy watching them crumble when they don't get the response out of me they want

(HB 5 & HB 6 have been listening to all of this and don't like it)

HB 6 : you shouldn't assume all women want to play games you know

me: hah nah just 99% of them do

HB 6: i like it when a guy asks me to do stuff

me : lmao nah HB 6 you like the idea of a guy asking you to do stuff , when it comes to the crunch you flake

HB 5 & 6 can now see I'm starting to unravel they're foundations and really start getting defensive

i play it off and laugh........ both of them looking at me seriously suspiciously but with kind of a look like "this guy knows more than he should"

the moral of this story is that

chicks really don't like you analysing and manipulating they're foundations but do it right and you can really have some fun

ok I've actually been out this weekend was a last min decision to go out last night

but one of my good friends thinks we need a blow out and i concur

also a chick I've been desperate to escalate with is finally out so i had that in the back of my mind aswell

so anyway after sinking hell of a lot of wine we hit town

i can feel the energy flowing out of me and after hammering almost 5 seasons of entourage this month I'm feeling ari gold confident and i can move mountains

it dosent take long before chicks are picking up on it either

i notice a pretty little brunette in a black lacy number giving me the eyes on the D floor she's at least an 8 and I'm hammered so thinking she's a 10

i dance over and she allows me to start grinding her not long before she's eating my face and I'm rubbing my co*k against her pussvy she's moaning and i isolate her to a booth where she lets me finger her :rockon:

she wanted to go back to find her friends and this is where i fvcked up i left her go and in the meantime my friends start causing trouble in the club and we end up getting kicked out

of course I'm so piss*ed i forget to take her number DAMN :nono: there was definitely lay potential there

anyway everyones starting to get really drunk now so everyone starts splitting up

I head to a club where i think this chick ( we will call her jess for the time being) is going to be within around 5 mins i bump into her and quickly drag her to the bar

she's excited to see me and her eyes are letting more on that i think she wants to show me

she's looking at me like she wants me to bend her over the bar and start fvcking her there and then

I'm giving her similar looks but my phone is ringing like fvck and by me answering it broke the kino slightly

i get shots in and start speeding the timetable up i want to get jess back to my mates house party get her pissed and fvck the living sh*t out of her

next thing i realise jess's friend is starting to **** block me and I'm too drunk to do much about it

jess wants to come back with me but jess's friend wants to stay in the club its a battle i know i can't win so i do what i thinks best and leave

if i had been slightly more sober i would have hanged about a and removed the friend from the frame but i just couldn't be bothered at this point

so off i go to antoher club but by this point i know I'm going to be too drunk to have sex still managed to pull another hot chick but after that i knew it was time to get home

still having issues with establishing where exactly I'm gonna take these chicks cos I've lately had to move back in with parents and it sucks so this is always in the back of my mind

no all chicks like the idea of a hotel either so you really gotta get lucky in my situation

anyway all in all a good night and i was actually pleased with the standard of chicks i was getting all of them were solid 8s

and its made me think how well i could actually do , I've always been told I'm a good looking guy but I've never really pushed it to the limit especially combined with an ever expanding knowledge of how a womans mind works

something i will be working on over the coming months

also need to learn to control drinking on a night out several chicks have told me i n the past they won't hook up with me because I'm always too drunk

gotta knock that on the head quickly

a mid week diary update which is rare for me

but its been bugging me all week as to why i keep fvcking up as good as nailed on lays

the HB 8 from the club on saturday was wet for me so why the fvck didn't i remove her from her friends and go for the lay

i was more interested in getting another drink down me

my approach is faultless , my chit chat is decent so that only leaves me with the ending and my extreme drinking

I've mentioned this on SS before but i know I'm not persistent enough with chicks , especially after having one too many drinks i really need to start pushing harder for lays , instead of thinking i can get better at the next club

problem is after I've had alcohol nobody can talk sense into me i just go on autopilot and just go do whatever the fvck i want :nono:

this must have cost me at least 7 or 8 bangs this year and its driving me nuts

seriously going to have to consider sober nights out , but then i feel I'm lacking energy

any thoughts ?

another week done and dusted

and another saturday night out on the town

ive come into a little bit of money this week so I'm looking forward to getting out and letting my hair down

get into town on saturday and pick up some new threads i pick up a nice merino wool jumper and fresh white shirt

I'm looking smart ,clean shaven and confident I'm thinking tonight i am going to do some damage

as ive noted in previous weeks i know i need to curb the drinking tonight if i want to be on top form

therefore i hold back on the drinking until i actually arrive at the club

were trying out a new club tonight and I'm looking forward to it

we arrive and immediately i notice heads are starting to turn as we walk past

within about 20 mins I've started making out with this chick would say HB 6.5 i don't know who she is but she seems to know who i am

great confidence boost and I'm quickly being approached by lots of people

i can tell this is going to be a good night

anyway we are waiting for our bi*ches to arrive at the club

( we have a group of about 5 chicks coming to meet us)

2 hb 8's , 2 hb 7,s and a hb 4 (surprisingly not a c*ck block)

and then theres me and my 2 boys

none of us are exclusive with each other, but if we arrange to go out together then we usually stay with each other and we all enjoy each others company


naturally I've been texting both HB 8's and been getting mixed results and signals I'm not entirely sure if they are that interested in me

we will call them jenny and sophie

so out of the 2 i prefer jenny because she's a brunette and more my type but theres just something about sophie i can't get out of my head

so anyway the girls rock up and everyones hyped , I'm getting really strong vibes from jenny and i tactfully produce a rose i had found on the floor for her , this goes down well very well and jenny is all over me

i break from her and briefly chat too sophie i can feel the chemistry building between us oh man she's making me hard

so I'm at a cross roads at this point who do i choose ?

i can't have both of them and they're not the type of chicks that will go for a 3 some

I've got to decide

in the end sophie makes the decision for me buy leading me to the bar she's looking deep in my eyes and she's got amazing blue eyes they're almost hypnotising i want this girl tonight

me and sophie are friends on a lot of different levels but i know something is there between us and the final signal came when i realised she was holding my hand whilst leading me through the club / between clubs

i pick my moment precisely I've been holding back on my drink and i know exactly what I'm doing

a song comes on i love , i twirl her around and pul her sharply towards me our eyes lock and she melts into me i know this is it :rockon: and we start kissing

really passionate kissing as if we had waited our whole lives for it

i haven't had a kiss like that in a long time honestly

I'm starting to get really hard and I'm rubbing my c0ck on her and she's loving it

i start ordering the rounds in i think most of my work is done so start getting hammered with sophie

but theres a problem sophies ex bf is lingering around the club and he's seen us making out he's not happy and i can see him chatting to his mates pointing

this is going to get ugly

i need to get her out of the club asap but can't manage it before her confronts me and her

he grabs sophie aggressively, i loose my cool and drop him

his friends pile in on me ( where my boys are at this point i have no clue)

i got a bust nose lost everyone and sophies crying in my arms

FVCK SAKE

talk about ruining a graft in 60 seconds

all the kino id built with her was ruined in the fight and I'm too drunk and angry now too start building it again

we go back to my mates house and crash out , theres a bit of touching and feeling between us but not enough for sex and its getting real late


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so there we are brothers make of it what you will

i said last week that there was issues with my middle game and my end product

i feel this week I've addressed the middle issues by cutting down on the amount of alcohol I'm putting away and therefore allow my game to work more naturally , still need to work on closing these chicks out of the club


I'm just wondering if i could of perhaps sped things up a little with sophie and suggested we head to a hotel almost as soon as we had kissed I'm not sure

ah well again impressed with the quality of chicks I'm getting at the moment these girls are good looking women with lovely personalilites I'm giving myself a pat on the back

ok not done fvck all this weekend

I've been a lazy pig and i don't mind admitting it

fvcking hate halloween , full of useless fat ugly c*nts who want to dress up and hide they're insecurities

dragged myself out for an hour or saturday night just to get some social in

i was sober and i wish i hadn't gone out in the first place tbh because i ran into a girl i really didn't want to run into

and her attitude towards me completely threw me off balance ( in a bad way)

I've been grumpy all day today and I'm not even hungover lol

been gambling all weekend swell and done my bollaxe in for about 300 sheets

fvcking ****e weekend LOL

anyway had one interesting experience with a chick earlier on in the casino HB 7

she was sitting at the blackjack table with her BF

they where both betting but neither really knew what the fvck they where doing

i point out a few gaping holes in her card game and she starts winning , the bf dosent pay an ounce of attention to me and carrys on losing

anyway she wins some pretty big hands and looks at me and says thanks with a big smile i just maintain an air of mystery

( i know by this point she's DTF but getting rid of the bf wasn't going to happen in a million years)

i continue to flirt with her with the bf sitting next door

he honestly dosent have a clue whats going on

eventually he walks off to get more cash and i snatch the opportunity to get her number

i may text her in the week but it was more of a power trip for me flexing my muscles within the game

noticed my diary is fading into the abiss of so suave threads so decided to post an update

chicks have had to take a bit of a back seat the last few weeks as I've been having serious issues with my finances

I've got a bad spending and gambling habit that has absolutely no limits and its got me into a lot of trouble financial trouble so I've been working on how to get myself out of it

there is a small windfall coming my way shortly and although it wasn't planned to be used to pay debts I'm going to use it to start a clean slate financially and never get myself into this sort of situation again

my next priority is moving out of my parents house , i have left in the past but had to move back because i couldn't manage my money properly

this is causing problems for my game because i like getting chicks over to watch a movie or whatever and making them feel comfortable

with 3 other people in the house this is starting to prove difficult and my mother has already declared that the house isn't a brothel

aside from all this I'm actually pretty impressed with the chicks I've been pulling lately all thanks to SS and its words of wisdom of course :rockon:

update

fast approaching the end of 2014 and although generally 2014 has been a pretty poor year for me, the experience and knowledge I've gained has been incredible

i wasn't bad with chicks before i came here but my attitude towards them was all wrong i was too linear with women , too predictable

i don't dare to think how many women I've turned off because i was being too needy or too available

now i have a zero tolerance policy , if a chick has low interest or starts giving me s*it then I'm gone like the wind

ive also learnt to be continuously improving myself , wether this is mentally , physically or socially i always make sure have something new to talk about , or a new hairstyle i want to try or a new fashion

I'm throughly looking forward to 2015 because i truly believe the possibilities are endless

will keep you posted

Keep going.
My personal opinion: Don't remove weaknesses, but add strengths.
Don't lose low, but win high.

The coolest guys and rock stars have great weaknesses and vices (acohol, drugs, psychotics). But they have even greater strengths that define who they are.

2/1/15

i just don't know what it is with me & the festive season , last year i got hung up on a bpd cocaine wh0re which brought me to the site , this year i got myself hung up on a master manipulator I've never seen a chick with game as good as this one

both painful experiences and its taken a lot to walk away but hopefully will stand me in good stead for the future

I'm not gonna lie , i havent banged much this year around 5 chicks i think....... which for someone like me is poor i should be hitting 15 - 20

this is partly down to me having to move back in with parents , and partly to do with me thinking too deeply into situations as a result of taking the red pill

ive toughened up a lot in 2014 and plan on getting even tougher in 2015 you really need to be merciless with women or they will eat you alive

anyway enough of the moaning

2014 and a year on SS has shown me the type of chicks i can get when I've got my game mastered

the quality of HBs I've pulled this year has probably been the best on record ,and on top of smashing a powerful alpha female in one of my social circles which I'm hoping its gonna do me big favours with other chicks in the group in the near future

ive also found myself being wanted by multiple chicks in the same circles , which is a massive confidence boost, but if done incorrectly can blow up in your face (as I've discovered the hard way lol)

also got serious problems financially which is restricting me and my game slightly at the moment I'm virtually being crippled by debt

I've got a windfall due in a couple of months which I'm gonna have to use to set myself straight

not what it was originally intended for but 100% needed in order to progress in life


also need to get a new job and really hoping for a bit of luck in 2015

peace out

08.02.15

its been a relatively quite start to the year for me regarding women

ive had 2 extremely difficult plates to deal with over the last 6 weeks and I've finally decided to smash both of them because dealing with they're s*it is absolutely exhausting me

i haven't been going out much lately either as I've been attempting to sort my finances out

there aint a chick under 40 in work , which leaves me very little access to p00sy

trying to work the gym as best as i can but it isn't an ideal environment for chatting chicks up people wanna do they're s*it and get out of there and to be honest i want to do the same

both the plates i smashed were complete slvts and i like slvts but good god they are hard work

I've never met women so confused about what they actually want

i swear to god one of them was actually having a conversation with herself on my whatsapp when i wasn't replying to her

i finally realise how crazy women actually are

i managed to get out on friday night and get a few drinks down me got proper hammered and bumped into an old personal trainer in the gym

i was under the impression she wanted the D and badly so i didn't waste much time in escalating my tounge was down her throat within about 15 seconds which i think is a new record

however the line " so we going back to yours or what" didn't seem to work aswell as i thought it would after 9 double whiskeys and before i knew it i had a slap and was told to be on my way

NO FVCKS GIVEN

today i meet up with a HB 7 friend (weve had sex in the past but left it at that) so she asks if i have any tail on my radar and i just giver her some bait to keep her quite

i ask her if she's got anyone on the go and she tells me she's been

"sort of seeing this guy for the last 5 months"

i said well what do you mean by sort of ?

she replays with " well he's kept me occupied for the last couple of months" but to be honest I'm not really interested he's too needy and is prepared to do too much for me " theres no challenge"

there we are SS what we are preaching comes straight from the horses mouth

16.2.15

feel the need to post as i am hitting around 8 weeks with out sex now and i can feel myself starting to become slightly needy because of it

i need my own place so badly I've got a few chicks lined up but just no place to get down and dirty with them :\

hopefully within the next 2 months or so i will be in my own place

also went out on saturday night with a dude from work and realised I'm starting to get fvcking terrible at speaking to chicks outside of my social circles

i think I've become so comfortable with only talking to/ dating / fvcking chicks that i know....... I've genuinely forgotten how to charm strangers

going to start working on this immediately ......a few cold approaches I'm hoping will sort me out

Ma boi, Bingo.

Sort your own place out first; it's the priority, as you seem to recognise yourself.

You will find renewed confidence with the independence that follows, so make it your focus for the next while. It's frustrating to begin with as you'll have to put your urges aside. But make sure never to be bored in the meantime - work out (don't think about who else is in the gym, focus on what you are there for), read books, study a little, get creative, take time to cook good food, meet with mates for a couple of pints to watch the match. Play competitive sports. Put the excess testosterone to good use. You know all this.

Just imagine and keep in mind the potential you will realise in the summer, when you are renewed, in great shape, with a place of your own to play host. With all the scantily-clad tail running around, everyone high on summertime, you will realise great success, without doubt.

Cut down the booze; I like to stick to one drink per hour when out wherever possible, and forget about shooters to stay on point.

Focus.

15/03/15

after a relatively quite start to the year I've began picking up the slack been out the last 3 weekends on the trot and i can feel it starting to have an effect on my health

i need some time to chill out

plate wise im in the strongest position I've been in for a long time, currently got 3 spinning and a few on autopilot ( its there if i want it)

the 3 plates I have atm have taken a lot of work to get and as a result are high quality .....its taken me almost 8 months in one case just to get her spinning

heres the low down

chick one ( we will call her G ) so G is my highest priority at the moment and a woman that i have a lot of respect for , she dosent sleep about she has a good job and she's down to earth even with killer looks somehow she hasn't let it go to her head

she is scoring very highly in all areas and i feel like we have a good connection theres definitely GF material with her but it is a lil early to be talking like that

she has other guys after her understandably but i don't plan on being too needy or controlling..... I'm walking a fine line with her and I'm hoping its going to pay dividends in the future

G is the type of girl you'd rock up to the club with and heads would turn

chick 2 ( wel will call her E ) so me and E don't have much in common as such she's your typical girl next door type ....... innocent and slightly bland on the surface but take her into the bedroom as your mistress and she comes alive .....our relationship is mainly sexual she's a good outlet and her hole is reallllllyyyyyyy tight :rock:

she takes very low maintenance and i can see her being in my life for a while

chick 3 ( we will call her K ) now this is an interesting one because K is part of a group of chicks me and my boys hang with as "friends" obviously there is no such thing as male and female friends so naturally a few of us have ended up sleeping with a few of them

its all good and the group likes to clear the air after any consummations but K is an interesting one because she is the alpha of the females , and by nailing her all the other girls in the group seem to submiss to me very easily nowadays

again there is a lot of sexual chemistry between me and K but not much underneath it and i want to start cooling things of with her as i have my eye on another girl in the same circle and i don't want the fireworks to start


still seriously struggling with my finances but hopefully things will get better soon

play on players :rockon:

29/03/15


ever been at a point in life where you feel literally every single thing is going against you ?

yeh I'm there ,

financially i am completely fuked , i don't know how much more of this crap job i can take and i need to get the fuk out of my parents house so i can start smashing chicks again :box: !

funnily enough at the moment women are the least of my troubles I've had too drop 2 plates because i simply do not have the spare resources to waste on them

I've kept my main plate "G" ticking along on a very fine line .....as I've mentioned previously she's a girl thats used to getting A LOT of attention especially on social media

i don't interact with her at all on there and i know its bugging her because I've caught her a few times creating "cue's" in her posts specifically wanting me to interact with her .....i ignore it all

i check in on her once every sunday evening with some witty / funny conversation and she likes that .....i figure its a welcome break from fields of orbiters asking her "how her day was" all week

we've arranged to meet next weekend and she's been extremely flirty with me .....stating she wants us to play drinking games and "other suff" ( implying she wants sex)

this chick will be one of the sexiest women I've ever had the pleasure of screwing and i intend to make every second count



just need some fooking luck :kick: