What's up guys, here's my journal and where my journey towards self-improvement starts. I'm confident this will keep me on the right track and aware of how things have been progressing. Some info about myself:
I'm 17, 6ft, 140lb. I've had a pretty dry past with girls. I technically had my first kiss when I was 8, but she pinned me down and forced it so not really.
My real first kiss was when I was 16, with my third girlfriend. The 2nd one, I didn't even hold her hand and the relationship lasted a whole year. AFC as hell, it makes me cringe.
I went on SoSuave a few years back, desperate to become the expert on girls that so many guys on here were. Initially, I rejected things this website taught, as that was the easy thing to do for me.
I then accepted it, but I didn't implement it for sh!t. I just walked around with the knowledge, feeling superior to people, knowing I was "the 5% of guys who are DJ's." But in actuality, nothing had changed except my mentality.
The good thing is that now, when I'm on, I'm on. I once had a line of AFC's following me at a dance after they saw me pick up all of a group of girls' numbers at once.
From that dance I had 10 numbers, a cute homecoming date, and a lot of confidence. What I didn't have was anything of value. I didn't kiss any girls, I didn't go on any dates, and I didn't get anywhere TBH.
I need to escalate, I need to start failing. I always try to be a perfectionist, but that's just not an option with girls. I need to fail, get rejected, mess up, to get any better.
I guess it's like working out. Break down the muscles to get stronger.
Goals
How I'll Get it Done
I'm going to walk around parks, go to ice cream shops, malls... WHEREVER there are HBs lurking. I'll find out the hard way if they're go-zones or no-go zones.
If I fail, I'll never see them again. If I don't, I may have something great coming my way. It's a win-win, and any worry over this is illogical.
Any feedback would be awesome!
I'm 17, 6ft, 140lb. I've had a pretty dry past with girls. I technically had my first kiss when I was 8, but she pinned me down and forced it so not really.
My real first kiss was when I was 16, with my third girlfriend. The 2nd one, I didn't even hold her hand and the relationship lasted a whole year. AFC as hell, it makes me cringe.
I went on SoSuave a few years back, desperate to become the expert on girls that so many guys on here were. Initially, I rejected things this website taught, as that was the easy thing to do for me.
I then accepted it, but I didn't implement it for sh!t. I just walked around with the knowledge, feeling superior to people, knowing I was "the 5% of guys who are DJ's." But in actuality, nothing had changed except my mentality.
The good thing is that now, when I'm on, I'm on. I once had a line of AFC's following me at a dance after they saw me pick up all of a group of girls' numbers at once.
From that dance I had 10 numbers, a cute homecoming date, and a lot of confidence. What I didn't have was anything of value. I didn't kiss any girls, I didn't go on any dates, and I didn't get anywhere TBH.
I need to escalate, I need to start failing. I always try to be a perfectionist, but that's just not an option with girls. I need to fail, get rejected, mess up, to get any better.
I guess it's like working out. Break down the muscles to get stronger.
Goals
- Build confidence
- Date multiple girls
- Be able to talk to strangers with ease
- Fix my sleep schedule
- Get ripped
- Get sexual with every single girl I date
- 4.0 or higher each quarter
- Get laid before the end of Jr year or die trying
- Get more social
How I'll Get it Done
- Fail and fail until it starts working
- Meet HB's, ask them out, and get their numbers (NO excuses)
- Make conversation with everyone I can
- Get in bed at 11pm and try to sleep. Read until drowsy if that doesn't work. If still failing, take 4 advils to knock myself out.
- Workout thrice weekly
- Initiate kino early, be confident and let her know what I want, then take it
- Study right when I arrive home
- If a girl I'm dating isn't putting out, NEXT
- Hang out with (a) friend(s) at least once a week
I'm going to walk around parks, go to ice cream shops, malls... WHEREVER there are HBs lurking. I'll find out the hard way if they're go-zones or no-go zones.
If I fail, I'll never see them again. If I don't, I may have something great coming my way. It's a win-win, and any worry over this is illogical.
Any feedback would be awesome!