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Master Don Juan
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I've never been what I consider fully normal or fully sane when it comes of mental health but nowadays its getting worse.
Nothing dangerous or sick but I tend to get paranoid and superstitious.
The paranoia exists in terms of noise I hear from outside which force to me to go to the window to make sure no one is breaching in my car, it just takes a door that close for me to go and have a look, this happens when Im close to do something about while it doesnt exist when Im in an other neightbourhood or city, in that case I dont care at all.
I also feel like the people Im associated with in my work is plotting to steal me money and lie to me in agreement with each other or that they ask me things pretending to care while in fact mocking me, more like when you ask a fat guy diet tips only to laught about it.
Then comes the superstition thing, this fvck buddy last week left a bracelet in my place and I didnt manage to give her back, so somehow I have the idea that as long as that bracelet is in my place it will be impossible for me to bring other girls there since that has some kind of bad luck power, I now put that bracelet in my car but Im afraid that it will leave some kind of negative energy in my car in terms of getting other girls with it.
I know it sounds like a sick individual but I spoke with many of my friends in the police and other relevant jobs and they all somehow have tought like those while those doing easy or low responsibility jobs seems to be immune to such things.
Can anyone relate?
Nothing dangerous or sick but I tend to get paranoid and superstitious.
The paranoia exists in terms of noise I hear from outside which force to me to go to the window to make sure no one is breaching in my car, it just takes a door that close for me to go and have a look, this happens when Im close to do something about while it doesnt exist when Im in an other neightbourhood or city, in that case I dont care at all.
I also feel like the people Im associated with in my work is plotting to steal me money and lie to me in agreement with each other or that they ask me things pretending to care while in fact mocking me, more like when you ask a fat guy diet tips only to laught about it.
Then comes the superstition thing, this fvck buddy last week left a bracelet in my place and I didnt manage to give her back, so somehow I have the idea that as long as that bracelet is in my place it will be impossible for me to bring other girls there since that has some kind of bad luck power, I now put that bracelet in my car but Im afraid that it will leave some kind of negative energy in my car in terms of getting other girls with it.
I know it sounds like a sick individual but I spoke with many of my friends in the police and other relevant jobs and they all somehow have tought like those while those doing easy or low responsibility jobs seems to be immune to such things.
Can anyone relate?