MackTheKnife
Don Juan
Yo dudes. Here's the deal. I'm Canadian, 20, white, male, 5'7", 123lbs, virgin (two past girlfriends, kissing only). Straight up. This is the beginning of something special (actually it started a while ago but I'm documenting it now).
So recently I decided to take my life into my own hands and become the man I hold in my highest imaginations. I'm starting University in September and this is kind of like a fresh start for me. This log will track stuff I'm doing towards my goals, like my workouts, my approaches and interactions with chicks, and other stuff.
I'm basically a total beginner to game. I've read a lot of stuff, but I've only done 1 cold approach ever (got her number, but no date). My two girlfriends were from highschool and I just blundered into them. I need a lot of work. Not gonna lie.
My goals:
-150lbs (add 25lbs of muscle)
-be able to approach any girl I want to
-get some more friends (I have like 2 friends that I actually hang out with and even then it's not often)
-have sex
-get to the point where I can easily get a girlfriend if I want one (undecided on if I do)
-Get a 90+ average my first year at Uni
I'll explain more as I go along. Let's get started with what I did today.
Worked out, pull day. 165 1RM Bent Over Row. I was in a super good approaching mood at the gym but weirdly enough there were no hot babes there that I saw. Very unusual.
Drove out to Mall 1 (closest to my house). Walked around for 30 minutes. Saw one chick, a HB8 who I looked at and she looked at me and did a little smile, but it was just at the beginning and I was all psyched up and walking too fast and just kept walking past her. Really regret letting that one go. Feels bad man. Oh well, press on.
Drove out to Mall 2 (like 20min from my house). Walked around for an hour. Saw a chick in a tight black dress, HB7 maybe 8, but I think she was working at the mall since she seemed busy all the time so I didn't go for it.
Overall saw 2 chicks I wanted to approach but didn't. Overall time spent was about 2 hrs.
Drove home, walked out to the local market/band shell night, made EC with a HB7 but her hipster glasses and her age (prob like 25) kind of lowered her value to me so I decided to pass. Was actually pretty ready to approach this one though. Didn't see anyone else worth approaching, mostly old people. So went home.
I'm gonna keep going out like 3 times per week minimum even if I just walk around the mall like I did today. I'm going with the brute force approach here to getting rid of my approach anxiety. I figure if I keep going out and putting the time in, eventually I'll just be so tired with going out and getting nothing that I'll start approaching. Seems legit.
Plan for the rest of the night. Chill, eat enough food to meet my calories, meditate for 20 min before bed.
Btw, orientation week for my school starts on the 31st, and I'll be going to a big party on campus that night. Pretty stoked.
So recently I decided to take my life into my own hands and become the man I hold in my highest imaginations. I'm starting University in September and this is kind of like a fresh start for me. This log will track stuff I'm doing towards my goals, like my workouts, my approaches and interactions with chicks, and other stuff.
I'm basically a total beginner to game. I've read a lot of stuff, but I've only done 1 cold approach ever (got her number, but no date). My two girlfriends were from highschool and I just blundered into them. I need a lot of work. Not gonna lie.
My goals:
-150lbs (add 25lbs of muscle)
-be able to approach any girl I want to
-get some more friends (I have like 2 friends that I actually hang out with and even then it's not often)
-have sex
-get to the point where I can easily get a girlfriend if I want one (undecided on if I do)
-Get a 90+ average my first year at Uni
I'll explain more as I go along. Let's get started with what I did today.
Worked out, pull day. 165 1RM Bent Over Row. I was in a super good approaching mood at the gym but weirdly enough there were no hot babes there that I saw. Very unusual.
Drove out to Mall 1 (closest to my house). Walked around for 30 minutes. Saw one chick, a HB8 who I looked at and she looked at me and did a little smile, but it was just at the beginning and I was all psyched up and walking too fast and just kept walking past her. Really regret letting that one go. Feels bad man. Oh well, press on.
Drove out to Mall 2 (like 20min from my house). Walked around for an hour. Saw a chick in a tight black dress, HB7 maybe 8, but I think she was working at the mall since she seemed busy all the time so I didn't go for it.
Overall saw 2 chicks I wanted to approach but didn't. Overall time spent was about 2 hrs.
Drove home, walked out to the local market/band shell night, made EC with a HB7 but her hipster glasses and her age (prob like 25) kind of lowered her value to me so I decided to pass. Was actually pretty ready to approach this one though. Didn't see anyone else worth approaching, mostly old people. So went home.
I'm gonna keep going out like 3 times per week minimum even if I just walk around the mall like I did today. I'm going with the brute force approach here to getting rid of my approach anxiety. I figure if I keep going out and putting the time in, eventually I'll just be so tired with going out and getting nothing that I'll start approaching. Seems legit.
Plan for the rest of the night. Chill, eat enough food to meet my calories, meditate for 20 min before bed.
Btw, orientation week for my school starts on the 31st, and I'll be going to a big party on campus that night. Pretty stoked.