Been seeing One who is 25 (and aging, already has the mom-cut hair) almost Every day for the past 3 months. In comes her 21 year old cousin (with different last name, SAME facial features/expressions/smile/eyes/t!ts yet brunette and just amazing smooth ChickEn legs). Weird thing about this situation I'm finding myself in is that the older sister Isn't Jealous that I'm with her younger sister now. I mean at first last week she was, but now she's fine with me talking to her more than her. Very weird guys, but these Aren't your normal chicks, just, radical and listen to heavy rock Only, just speed and some scream metal. They kinna psychopathic but I'm fvcken em, both thin and in heat this time o year. They're really "stinkers" just BAD girls who don't mind getting down n dirty, probably lost their virginities in the 5th grade, just wise to the street yet they are enamored by ME, a fvckin 39 year old about to be 40. They build me up to be a whole lot more than I am, because of my typical bad-boy profession and social network (even at This age). They see me as larger than life (and I'm most certainly Not!). What many see as "he's always 'at risk'" is really just routine for me and I don't think about it (evne though I should cause something bad will happen if I let down my guard one day, today even, something bad almost happened). But these 2 little hunnies are zoned in to me (they Have to know I'm much older, I haven't told them, but they don't Care --- because, they're women. WE care. They don't. They want a FEELing - emotion, music in her head, the gentle breeze of the wind in perfect weather - it rums their butter and makes them smile). But hell-chicks (who's demeanor are rather "church" or "cult" - like steeped in traditionalism) are a risky lot and very different than your average, and they're Free.
Now, let's flip to the Other side of my interactions with FAT and FVCKED UP girls I've been seeing of late, Who do Not Respect me like these young thin ones do. HOW?...does this happen. Same day, Different girls, Really misfit girls. Why do they (ok one of them FAT with 8 year old Son, the other fat AND a lesbian though she would Fvck me because I make her that comfortable to feel free to make that leap, she confesses things to me and I'm like Why is she telling me these things?) Reject me more often than the hot younger and skinny delicate chicks? I mean, these Road hogs talk to each other behind my back and form an opinion that is degraded about me (probably because they sense that I would NEVER do them, nasty sows, and it irks them, so they spread lies, and BUILD up the most Bullsh!t things about me, but I don't fight it and I let em carry on 'as if' they are pounding their fists into a Deaf Wall that ignores them). Like attracts like yet they expect me to accept them, way outta my league, both genetically and aggregate make-up of past decisions that make us who we are today. So the younger hotter gals want where I've ended up today. They've had their young boys. They are Ready to make babies and have someone successful Raise them. Money is the #1 issue plus you have to have an Edge and have Consistency. She sees you as the Reliable ONE, strength, determination, and decisive. If you have a bike (street or dirt doesn't matter) it helps with these type of girls cause they want on back of your ride. It Is a doorway to some chicks' hearts. They want Hell.
