LemmeFreak
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October 5, 2014 - Sunday 2:39 PM
First post on my journal.. I want to improve my life because I am happy, kinda. I feel bi polar at times because I can be very happy at one second then very depressed the next. Usually how I feel depends on a girl, so you could call me co-dependent. Which I want to change. Its sunday, didn't go to church this morning, but my only goal for now is to just get back into self improvement. I need to drink a little less, workout and sleep a little more, study a little more, do my music a little more. Im gonna start one at a time though, so for this week, Im gonna make sure I get my health on track and get the necessary Sleep, Exercise, and nutrition I need before I worry about the little details and stuff. Im 6'5, am a senior in high school and just love life in general. Although I get sad very often, I do love life. I have a best friend, he's more of an alpha male than I, Im bigger/stronger/have a better body/more athletic, but He is a very attractive dude in the face, not that Im not, but he looks like a movie star. So overall we are pretty equal when you take into account our height, but being with him and girls in social interactions has taught me how beta I am. I wouldn't dare talk to unknown girls comfortably without being drunk, and this also isn't about girls really. This website is so I thought I should mention them. I just want to feel happier about life and get on track to reaching a state where I am satisfied and feel like I am a part of this world in a positive way. So you'll hear more from me. For now, I am gonna go make out a little diet/workout guide I want to follow. And plan out my sleep for the week to make sure I get enough. Ill report back everyday so I doubt anybody will read every post I make. Thanks guys.
End October 5, 2014 - Sunday 2:39 PM
First post on my journal.. I want to improve my life because I am happy, kinda. I feel bi polar at times because I can be very happy at one second then very depressed the next. Usually how I feel depends on a girl, so you could call me co-dependent. Which I want to change. Its sunday, didn't go to church this morning, but my only goal for now is to just get back into self improvement. I need to drink a little less, workout and sleep a little more, study a little more, do my music a little more. Im gonna start one at a time though, so for this week, Im gonna make sure I get my health on track and get the necessary Sleep, Exercise, and nutrition I need before I worry about the little details and stuff. Im 6'5, am a senior in high school and just love life in general. Although I get sad very often, I do love life. I have a best friend, he's more of an alpha male than I, Im bigger/stronger/have a better body/more athletic, but He is a very attractive dude in the face, not that Im not, but he looks like a movie star. So overall we are pretty equal when you take into account our height, but being with him and girls in social interactions has taught me how beta I am. I wouldn't dare talk to unknown girls comfortably without being drunk, and this also isn't about girls really. This website is so I thought I should mention them. I just want to feel happier about life and get on track to reaching a state where I am satisfied and feel like I am a part of this world in a positive way. So you'll hear more from me. For now, I am gonna go make out a little diet/workout guide I want to follow. And plan out my sleep for the week to make sure I get enough. Ill report back everyday so I doubt anybody will read every post I make. Thanks guys.
End October 5, 2014 - Sunday 2:39 PM