Recent content by Twist of Cain

Excellent thread - though if you're gonna wife up, you won't ever know her full history..

Back home for a couple weeks r&r - met up with an old buddy who's a natural player, the only wingman I've gone out with. We lived together for over a year - I had my ex at that point, and had the ***** over a lot - they got on well. Had a discussion today: Him: So you still seein' her...

Bump.

Do I continue a soft next (a week now) with a girl who doesnt initiate because shes been hurt from me in the past and wants to see if i can “change” etc.. Whenever I hit her up every other week or so, it ends in sex/stayin’ overnight, but it’s getting to the point where I want her to initiate...

..closer to texting her "i just met your twin." that would fcuk with her, in a playful way. 36 days.

1 month 2 days. player buddy of mine said i should send out a feeler/aloof text to her when i'm clearer in the head. again, could easily check her twitter and figure out who's plowing her out now.. but im too much of a wuss to crack it..

had our first weekend off.. jus got back from a country bar. went with a few buddies on course.. ill be honest - more guys than girl hitted on me due to my physique. made me shudder just now. girls night out rattles me to no end. i could only pull one out of the flock, and im good looking...

a month tuesday.. fuking unreal.

my ex who vanished off the face of the earth did admit to me that her guyfriends were causing a distraction in her relationship, right before i left for the academy. makes me wonder if im doing the 'right' thing.

almost 4 weeks now. still blows my mind.

@ Loz.. yeah brother. it'll be 4 weeks this saturday.. you will feel like **** - however, you are not confined to any base or barracks like i am. go out in public - i can't.

wanted to say thanks for the posts infern0 and way2smart

bottom line : if i reach out, im chasing. however, if you read through all my posts and still think i should reach out.. let me know.

Infern0 is right.. she was being hot/cold, whenever convienent for her. i could go on about the comments of "future progress" she made to me during both those nights.. but its all talk, not action. feel very cold and lonely. constantly.

3 weeks tomorrow since the last time ex and i spoke. she initiated twice in three days before i left for the academy, an hour away from her place.. think about that - twice in three days. then nothing. in a prison type environment. don't ever let that happen to you. how did i allow this to...