Recent content by rastapasta

So I hit a new low tonight. If you read the previous posts about HB8 that I ended things with back in November you can see what an AFC I am. Anyway, I've made very little progress with moving on psychologically. Fact is, I'm neurotic as fvck on a sick level, my mind is diseased and I'm...

yeah I am going alone

I haven't really traveled internationally in a while (probably 4 years). I'm making a serious effort to get out of this country this year. I have all these frequent flyer miles to use. Some of these miles are a real ***** to redeem tho but I found some options, so where would you go and...

Nah screw it, not breaking NC for this. No action is the best action and I wish I didn't have these types of overreactions in the moment. I really don't need my mail that bad anyway, my primary address is actually somewhere else and it will get released eventually. I'm going to RTS her crap...

I'm not delusional, I know exactly what it is. But yeah, probably overreacting. I think its best to just do nothing for now. Might do a RTS in a week.

So I'm about a week and a half from 60 days NC with the exception of a few sightings around town, and about 3 months since I kicked her out. Ain't gonna lie, it has been tough but that is all on me and my own messed up mental state as I should be feeling way better by now. Anyway, so about 2...

I walk / run a lot every day in that direction where she stays now, but you're right I think subconsciously or even consciously, I think about seeing her when I am out. I find this actually manifests into reality if it is really on my mind haha. Like I was being more aware of beach goers when I...

Day 46...was kind of stuck in that rut today even thinking about ol' oneitis, and went for a long walk on the beach (about a 3.5-4 miles). Actually walked by her (at least I am pretty sure) laying there around the halfway mark. Funny how I just noticed her out of the blue like that (it was...

I'm curious what people think if they don't ask for their stuff back? My example would be that when she lived with me she had a bunch of her mail sent to my place. She also left her soft surf rack here (the only thing she left). She put a hold on the mail but probably didn't realize it also...

I don't really hang out in that part of town or do the whole Hollywood scene but I thought West Hollywood is where all the gays party. Anyway you'll be close enough to all the other clubs and stuff so no worries. If you want some of the best Thai food in LA there is a spot near the airport...

I'm just curious if there are any people out there that have a similar financial mindset as myself. So far I haven't really found any and most people look at me like I am crazy if i discuss this stuff with them. To summarize, I've spent most of my professional career in accounting / finance...

Figured I'd get this mail thing taken care of today and keep moving on. Woke up extra early and was first in line at the post office. The postmaster is a REAL cvnt and basically says my documentation is insufficient to remove the hold on my mailbox and that I have to contact the girl and have...

You're right, she doesn't even deserve that attention or talk. I went to the post office but since my DL doesn't have my home address they can't remove the vacation hold she put on there. So now I have to go back first thing in the morning with a copy of my lease and bank statement for my...

Ok this mail thing really has me emotional now. I'm gonna leave early and goto the post office and pick up the mail and had the hold removed. But now I really want to break no contact and just ask to meet so I can talk to her human to human. No anger, just give her the mail I have, explain a...

I'm revisiting this thread today, and I'm glad it is here for my reference, letter and all the responses. I'm not sure what the f* is wrong with me but I'm still having a really hard time. My mind is still on this almost non stop and I can't understand why I'm not moving on? End of this week...