Has it really been February the last time I came on here? It's incredible how much time has past, it feels as if I only wrote the post above yesterday.. Most of it attributes to the fact I've been getting into weed. I defer from smoking, as I'm pretty committed into athletics and I don't want to damage my lungs. Instead I found a plug for chocolate edibles. He works at the dispensary, and I've bought lots of bars off of him to sell for cheaper. Pretty good cash flow, made a few hundred in a week. However, that number will go down since people don't eat them as fast as I'd like to haha. Got my second term report card back, finished with a 92 overall. Pretty disappointed with that as all my closest friends had 95s or above. Also, my highest marks are relatively useless, so I need to boost my Biology and Math to at least a 92. In the last month of school, I will lay off all weed and just grind hard for the exams.
My goal for the end of the year is at least a 94.
Careers - 99
Gym - 99
Music - 97
Chemistry - 94
English - 91
American History - 91
Biology - 88
Math - 88
Compsci - 82
School is my priority over everything right now, even girls as I have a regular fwb and she really helps calm my hormone. It's great that I can hook up with her whenever I want, so I don't have so much sexual energy accumulating inside me. For the first time, sex isn't the only thing on my mind all day. I'd give her at least an 8/10, cute face, very full tits, skinny body. She's been a year younger than me, but the first time I really talked to her was at the party I mentioned above. We started snapchatting, some of her friends told me that she was down to hook up, and I told her to swing by my house to chill the week after. This was honestly the easiest thing that's ever happened to me. God it's so easy when the girl is attracted to you first. Her parents don't let her stay out late on school nights because she almost failed second term. But she's been coming over during lunches and we hook up for a while, gives me head, etc. Very fun. There's another girl that caught my eye as well. She's not really apart of the popular crowd so she's never been invited to any of our parties, but she's very fine and a lot of the guys gawk at her when she walks by, including me. None of them have the courage to talk to her of course, so I have the advantage there haha. I found out she really wants to try smoking weed and I took her with me one day after school. I was flirting with her most of the time, and being touchy. Verbally, she was laughing at all of my jokes and stuff, but her body language was not that open, and she'd do stuff like backing off a little if I got close. I didn't go for the kiss that night.
I was also snapchatting her the other night when the funniest **** happened. When it was getting late, I told her she was very cute and her response was "gnn." Now I genuinely believe I don't have a chance. Didn't phase me too much, just found ithilarious
Sports
Have not been working out recently as I still need to secure with excellent grades at the end of my sophomore year. I have too many outside of school commitments such as Piano, and courses. Combined with the amount of daily studying and chores I need to do, it's hard to squeeze time in for a good workout. I guess I completely lost motivation after my gains plateaued last year. I began working out late February 2015, and I grew tremendously in size by the beginning of April. However, comparing pictures of me now to myself last year, my body has not changed at all quite frankly. It's still enough for girls to take notice of me when I have my shirt off, but I was extremely disappointed that 8 months of grinding at the gym had not made any significant changes. I need some help in this area.
Aside from that, I'm pretty happy that I can maintain pretty decent marks while being able to get high every other day. I did sacrifice a few workouts in order to get high with girls or my friends, but I'm having a great time nevertheless.
