hey all.... well this is my first post here... been reading the boards for the past while though,
first... (this is a pretty big step for me) theres this girl... *sigh*... always is... lol, anyways, we've been sorta seeing each other now and then, durning lunches and class changes now and then, well shes really starting to dig a dam hole in my chest, really pains me to think that i wont be seeing her for awhile,
well today was my second last final, was her last so this was the last chance i had to talk around with her for a bit before i see her over the summer, well the conversation was getting sorta quiet, so i told her that i still had some feelings for her, (she had a crush on me for awhile, it jsut came to my attention though) so when we finished she asked me what took me so long to tell her since i wasent the shy type, when she said this, i jsut though quickly in my head...... dude.... YA! lol, i've always been relativly quiet... i have this bad habbit of manipulating people and sub consiously convincing them to do things, so im never to talkative, always though i was sorta shy... nto to much, just a little bit here and there so when she told me that, that really jsut opend my head up with thoughts to myself lol
well anyways, couple days ago she told me to call her when, so i called her that evening, next day she though that was the lsat time she could see me so she told me to call, but i was pretty busy so i didnt call yesterday, well today... was the final day, we said out goodbyes and all and she told me to call her again.. well im planing to call her tommorow since i wont be seeing her for awhile so i dont plan on calling today, thing is, when i told her i wasent gona see her for 2 months and was gona miss her she said i should call her up and we should set somehting up and chill,
anyone have any suggestions on what i should do with her?? call her up later on and ask her if we should go do.....?? i got no care cause of stupid new driver laws here so i gota wait a few months so that cuts back on alot of things...
by the way.... same hting happend last year with a chick, she moved schools though and i moved places so it sooorta helped getting over her,
honestly... i never bond with many people, i have tones of friends but i never really think much of people, but theres always that one person that manages to make that heart ache when there not around...
well sry for making this super long :S but i never share things with anyone so i can let it all out here
first... (this is a pretty big step for me) theres this girl... *sigh*... always is... lol, anyways, we've been sorta seeing each other now and then, durning lunches and class changes now and then, well shes really starting to dig a dam hole in my chest, really pains me to think that i wont be seeing her for awhile,
well today was my second last final, was her last so this was the last chance i had to talk around with her for a bit before i see her over the summer, well the conversation was getting sorta quiet, so i told her that i still had some feelings for her, (she had a crush on me for awhile, it jsut came to my attention though) so when we finished she asked me what took me so long to tell her since i wasent the shy type, when she said this, i jsut though quickly in my head...... dude.... YA! lol, i've always been relativly quiet... i have this bad habbit of manipulating people and sub consiously convincing them to do things, so im never to talkative, always though i was sorta shy... nto to much, just a little bit here and there so when she told me that, that really jsut opend my head up with thoughts to myself lol
well anyways, couple days ago she told me to call her when, so i called her that evening, next day she though that was the lsat time she could see me so she told me to call, but i was pretty busy so i didnt call yesterday, well today... was the final day, we said out goodbyes and all and she told me to call her again.. well im planing to call her tommorow since i wont be seeing her for awhile so i dont plan on calling today, thing is, when i told her i wasent gona see her for 2 months and was gona miss her she said i should call her up and we should set somehting up and chill,
anyone have any suggestions on what i should do with her?? call her up later on and ask her if we should go do.....?? i got no care cause of stupid new driver laws here so i gota wait a few months so that cuts back on alot of things...
by the way.... same hting happend last year with a chick, she moved schools though and i moved places so it sooorta helped getting over her,
honestly... i never bond with many people, i have tones of friends but i never really think much of people, but theres always that one person that manages to make that heart ache when there not around...
well sry for making this super long :S but i never share things with anyone so i can let it all out here