(this wont spoil the movie at all dont worry)




Theres a scene in the maTrix when the Agent smith puts his hand into neo and trys to change neo into another agent smith,

but some how threw inner strenth neo fights it off,
and still remians the one.


how i compare myself to that situation, is with this girl i been dating for like a month now, i have always had the ball in my court, i used every little trick in the DJ'S handbook(also known as the bible) and by god this girl atually has alot of interest in me,

I played the dj smoothly until, i went to a club with her, chilled with her did the kino thang , a little making out here and there,

i left her alone(to find this girl who jacket we were watching for) some guys would try to pick her up, i didnt let this bug me,

but everytime we walked around the club i would notice every single guy looking at this girl in amazment, the funny thing was she wasnt even dressed her best,

at one point a guy atually said omg and look at her,,

end of the night we kissed bye

the next day in the morning , i caught INFATUATION!!! Even after my Dj baptism, this demon was attacking me, i was even thinking of afc things to say,

Luckily i relized what was happening and went on the FORUMS
and after reading a few random post ,

the infactuation went away,

i saved myself,,....... phew...........

infatuation is our enemy..... nice guy itis once your a dj just like chicken pox you cannot get infected with again but infatuation,

be very caful guys

i almost got burned!



~sona~

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