Today after university,

I didn't have anything to do in the afternoon (as usual).

So I knew that this chick I like (and dated once many months) ago was doing a lesson in the afternoon. We haven't spoken in months BTW

I decided I would go to the university towards the end of the lesson and "casually" bump into her there when her lesson was over.

So i went there by bicycle, but she wasn't there........and so I came back home

Sigh......How afc is this behaviour?

I realise how many times I did similar things with other chicks, knowing where they were and goign there to bump into them casually, just to see them

As I think about it now it doesn't make any sense. I'm tired of behaving like this,but I felt this pain in my heart and I wanted to cry out loud "I need her!". Almost felt like crying cause I wanted to see her. I guess its the consequence of prolonged period of solitude......

I keep going from a "who gives a fvck" mood to "I need you, i love you" mood. Damn! I am able to be DJ in the presence of a woman, but by myself I revert to AFC, which I'm afraid to say is partly my true nature.


Cheers

Dont worry much bout that mang,

As long as you are aware of your behavior..and she didnt catch you ahah

I used to have a crush on this chick at work..and used to walk out of my way 4 blocks after work to walk her to her trainstation

So? Want somebody to slap your hand?

No big deal, you had nothin to do so you grabbed your balls and went to talk to a girl no biggy guy. The answer to this slight problem is to go out and enjoy life (hobby, sport etc.). Whats helps for me is to think, where ever I go is where the party is at.. so focus on NOW!

Aurelio, non ti dimenticare che' italiani sono tropo romantici. E' nel tuo sangue amicco.

E chi se ne fregga?

We all have done things that we have regretted later on. It is important to recognize and move on.