Theres this girl that I have been friends with for a long time. We have always been very flirty with each other and sexual tension has always been present. I always thought that i was stuck in the friendzone with her though because it never went past casual flirting and she always had other guys. Last night we were at her place watching a movie. I was playfully teasing her and flirting like I always do with her and she jumped on me and started play fighting with me. Well that led to kissing which ulitimatley led to sex.

She is very attractive physically and I guess you can say that I got a taste of the "forbidden fruit" of a friend. My problem now is that I don't know where to go with this. She is the kind of girl that I would date, but I really don't want a girlfriend right now. I didn't see her today because we both had to work but we texted a little bit and I just acted like things haven't changed she acted the same. I know in her mind though things are not the same and she is wondering how i feel about the whole situation. She has been wanting a boyfriend for a while now and I think that by having sex with someone she is close to and trusts alot(that would be me)would push her towards trying to become exclusive with me, but I don't want a girlfriend but I know in her mind she will think I just used her for sex. I think I really f*cked up because I could possible lose a really good friend because of this.

So how do I handle this?

i just realized that i posted this in the wrong place, mods could you please move this