In some sense you could say I'm lucky. I've never had to have much game, its always been a given that something good will come up to me. Once this happens i usually do very well, always something to say ect. However lately, i am just going up and down, meeting some hot women and making a decent connection, but then nothing. This happens more than not lately, tonight for example this girl was supposed to call me about me meeting her out tonight. Nada. Yet she initiated txting this week ect..however i cant help but feel as if my value has been dropping. Perhaps my phone convo, albeit brief is that bad?It's not a healthy state to be in though, feeling like a king but the quickly falling hard..it happens a lot lately. My friends think I'm lucky yet i dont feel so lucky lately.

Wow..it sucks and im trying to get past judging my value based on the reactions i get from women. I dont like it, however its only one piece of the pie that is life. I would like to hear others experiences on this but what do you mean by "im likley to end it all. painfully."?? Nothing is that bad...