I know this is probablly gonna be long, but just hear me out and give me some advice.
Well, I am a freshman in highschool, and I have liked this girl since spring of last year. We have been in the same middle school for the last three years. I have never shared a class with her, and I have only spoken to her twice. In September I started slipping anonomous love notes into her locker. Smy friend told me she wanted to know who was the "fool in Love" ( my signed name in the letters). Well finally before Christmas I had had enough so right after school, I ran to her block and saw her walking to her house. I am 15 steps behind her and I am scared as ****. I force myself to say "Hey, Erica?" She turns and says "hi" back thinking I was just greeting her and not asking her a question. Well, she finally gets to her house and I say once again "Hey, Erica?" From her doorstep she turns and says "yes?" I look at her from the street and say "I am the fool in Love". Suddenly, she gets extremelly nervous. I then say "Would you like to go out with me?". She said nervously the killer words that girls abuse "Lets just be friends" I smile and say "Well, would you like to get to know eachother better?" She says "sure" I say "ok, bye" she says "bye" and goes inside. Now, I felt like ****(this was on December 22nd.) and that whole break was miserable because all I wanted was her. The day before school starts, my friend IMs me and tells me that her cousin who is a friend of mine told her all new years eve that se should go out with me.He also told me she likes this other kid. I kind of expected that, but when he told me who it was I was shocked. She liked this other kid that I comparing myself to, am a thousand times better. I am stronger and have a much more of a fit body than him. I am more attractive than him, and I am atleast three inches taller than him. He is almost 17 and is still a freshman, so he must have been left back, and I'm just alot more fun then him. He hangs out with the wrong crowd, many of who smoke weed.I know I couldn't let my cherished love be with him. I wondered why she like him, and then it hit me that I have to get to know her better before we start going out. Right now everytime I see her in the halls we both get nervous. My dillema is that her and I do not share any classes, but that other guy does. How can I ever get to know her better in school, and how can we ever talk?? Once again she does not share any classes with me. Please help, I don't want my love to die!!! Looking through the posts, i realised that i committed a Don Juan sin, I put her on a pedestal in all of my love letters sum1 pls help me fix that also!!!
Well, I am a freshman in highschool, and I have liked this girl since spring of last year. We have been in the same middle school for the last three years. I have never shared a class with her, and I have only spoken to her twice. In September I started slipping anonomous love notes into her locker. Smy friend told me she wanted to know who was the "fool in Love" ( my signed name in the letters). Well finally before Christmas I had had enough so right after school, I ran to her block and saw her walking to her house. I am 15 steps behind her and I am scared as ****. I force myself to say "Hey, Erica?" She turns and says "hi" back thinking I was just greeting her and not asking her a question. Well, she finally gets to her house and I say once again "Hey, Erica?" From her doorstep she turns and says "yes?" I look at her from the street and say "I am the fool in Love". Suddenly, she gets extremelly nervous. I then say "Would you like to go out with me?". She said nervously the killer words that girls abuse "Lets just be friends" I smile and say "Well, would you like to get to know eachother better?" She says "sure" I say "ok, bye" she says "bye" and goes inside. Now, I felt like ****(this was on December 22nd.) and that whole break was miserable because all I wanted was her. The day before school starts, my friend IMs me and tells me that her cousin who is a friend of mine told her all new years eve that se should go out with me.He also told me she likes this other kid. I kind of expected that, but when he told me who it was I was shocked. She liked this other kid that I comparing myself to, am a thousand times better. I am stronger and have a much more of a fit body than him. I am more attractive than him, and I am atleast three inches taller than him. He is almost 17 and is still a freshman, so he must have been left back, and I'm just alot more fun then him. He hangs out with the wrong crowd, many of who smoke weed.I know I couldn't let my cherished love be with him. I wondered why she like him, and then it hit me that I have to get to know her better before we start going out. Right now everytime I see her in the halls we both get nervous. My dillema is that her and I do not share any classes, but that other guy does. How can I ever get to know her better in school, and how can we ever talk?? Once again she does not share any classes with me. Please help, I don't want my love to die!!! Looking through the posts, i realised that i committed a Don Juan sin, I put her on a pedestal in all of my love letters sum1 pls help me fix that also!!!
